Thursday, September 23, 2010


I have been crying on and off for the last week. I have to go back to work on Monday. I originally thought I had to go back today, but my HR has me back Monday, which I'm okay with. I think I am going to cry all day Monday missing my baby. It will also be hard to adjust to waking up early again.

For over 5 years now I have been eating dinner at about 11pm with Mark. Now that I'm not going to be able to take naps after work, I don't know how the dinner situation is going to work. I hope I will still be able to see my husband during the week.

As much as I am going to miss my baby and this is going to be hard, I think it is going to be good as well. Mark and the baby will be able to bond which wouldn't have happened if Mark were to be working the 2 jobs. Also, I don't think that I could take care of the baby completely by myself Monday through Friday. I think I would literally go crazy so it's probably better this way.

Wish our family luck for next week when our schedules change and get back to serious business.


  1. Good luck Beeches! I'm sure it'll be hard BUT like you said, it'll be good. :)

  2. I totally sympathize. I really wish I didn't have to work but sometimes when I'm home all the time I really need a break. Allen enjoys his time with Madi when he's not working but he definitely couldn't do it full time.

  3. You can do it! Even if it's hard. And maybe someday your situation will change and you can be home with baby more.

  4. Good luck with work, I am sorry life has not slowed down for you. Hope it all works out, we miss you here and I am so happy you have such a cute little baby to hang out with!!!!